19 JUN 2013

Finally my dear cousin! BERTUNANG dgn buah hati kesayangan beliau. ekeke.tumpang gembira utk dia. Tapi bende ni blm rasmi sgt sbab ada majlis 'berunjuk' atau lebih dikenali sbgai majlis memberi wang hantaran. Wah ! copatnyer.. maybe dorg kahwin dlm masa jangka terdekat ni.. Syukur la.. sampai juga jodoh dorg tu kan. yer laa. da 3 tahun dorg tu bkawan akhirnya smpai jodoh. and THE MOST IMPORTANT THING yg I fikir IS.. da xde geng ANAK DARA lg nnti bila ada kenduri2 kensyukuran. da la sblm ni smua cousin2 mkn, lepak n anthing else dgn LAKI dorg. aku dgn keyn je solo2. huhu. but now, dgn dia skali pun join group MAKAN DENGAN LAKI AKU. ahahaha. nasib la.. sabor je laaa. 

The moment I write this post, I dont why.. I really really really MISS Hasrul.. It just happen when I know, Alham da kahwin hjung tahun lepas.??! langsung xinform I pun.. at least I x trkejut kan.. yaa! I admit mmg sgt2 kecewa k. semua kenangan tu terkenang balik. But, I hope Am will happy with his wife. I just terkilan sebab tau bende ni dari mak Am bukan dari mulut Am sndri. so sad. And now, I try nak contact Hasrul balik, but NO RESPOND. der.. I'm just like a LOSERR . 

Syukri? I xtau la kenape dia langsung tak jawab mesej2 I, call, whatsapp, viber dll. Nak mengelak dari I? just simple. kalau rase I ni menganggu bole bgtau terus terang kan. tak payah nak buat I ternanti2 something just like KEAJAIBAN akan berlaku. ooh come on.. dia juga yg selalu suruh I find out anything about him. well, I pantang sgt2 k kena cabar mcmtu. So, I try my best to find out ALL ABOUT HIM. facebook pun da lama dia x update. pelik.. yg I marah hritu, dia ada 2 gf da k. hanna & marsha.. but, marsha da putus.. now, maybe dia dgn hanna la. maybe dia marah I selalu kacau HAL PERIBADI dia. but, can't he see it? why I do such a LOSERR thing? because I LIKE HIM, I LOVE HIM. he's try pretend not to know it.. What is the ending of my forth love story? I malas nak update blog ni sebenarnya. SEBAB I nak manage new blog kot.. hermmm. just hope that SYUKRI will accept me seadanya. and bukan ckp dekat gf dia c hanna tu, yg I ni selalu hantar mesej2 yg menganggu dia n akan MENIMBULKAN perselisihan fhm dgn hanna. Masa I tanya 'did I disturbing u'? and he say 'NO. ITS OKAY~' what the??? 

-THE END-

2013

Hi all !! Its my first post for this year.. 2013 .. Happy New Year To All.. Sorry I'm late :(

My new intention?? urmmm.. I dont know .. Im tired for another hope.. Its not about Dr. Syukri..

But... maybe because Hasrul and Alham.. Ya.. ya.. I miss them so much.. But, both of them are going to married soon.. So, dont wanna disturb them.. I admit that I still love them and cant forget them even Im here at UiTM.. Its been 2 years and more.. But.. one of my intention is.... too rarely back home.. I mean village.. ahh.. come on.. Beaufort.. haha. No more at there since I know that Dr. Syukri is my neighbor?? urgh!

sooo sad.. damn >.< 

Now, I was only able to be the third person in love.. yaa.. If Im in love again.. I dont wanna it happen easily.. 

I wanna study and get DEKAN !! Its 3 pointer huh.. But, I need somebody to support me from the back like Syukri before. Honestly, Im so miss that guy.. But, he is the rights of others.. 

Aw.. forget all about that..

Now, Im at UiTM Sabah Library.. BECAUSE THE CLASS WAS CANCEL!! erghhhh !! SOO BAD ! 

WHY THEY DIDNT TELL US EARLIER?? SO, I CAN WAKE UP LATE.. HUH??! 

HUUUUUUUUUUUU.. KEEP BREATHING Ad~ 

Counting 1...2...3.. << learn from Fairy Mary , TinkerBell. hehe

Its help me to calm down. ahhh. I think thats only for today. So, wish me a good luck for this year, 2013 !! 

Anneoyong ! 

P/s : I NEVER FORGET MY 'oppa'.. Choi Seung Hyun also known as T.O.P!! Love him forever and never and always! hahaha. I wanna meet him, urmmm.. otteoke?? 

Love, 

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