19 JUN 2013

Finally my dear cousin! BERTUNANG dgn buah hati kesayangan beliau. ekeke.tumpang gembira utk dia. Tapi bende ni blm rasmi sgt sbab ada majlis 'berunjuk' atau lebih dikenali sbgai majlis memberi wang hantaran. Wah ! copatnyer.. maybe dorg kahwin dlm masa jangka terdekat ni.. Syukur la.. sampai juga jodoh dorg tu kan. yer laa. da 3 tahun dorg tu bkawan akhirnya smpai jodoh. and THE MOST IMPORTANT THING yg I fikir IS.. da xde geng ANAK DARA lg nnti bila ada kenduri2 kensyukuran. da la sblm ni smua cousin2 mkn, lepak n anthing else dgn LAKI dorg. aku dgn keyn je solo2. huhu. but now, dgn dia skali pun join group MAKAN DENGAN LAKI AKU. ahahaha. nasib la.. sabor je laaa. 

The moment I write this post, I dont why.. I really really really MISS Hasrul.. It just happen when I know, Alham da kahwin hjung tahun lepas.??! langsung xinform I pun.. at least I x trkejut kan.. yaa! I admit mmg sgt2 kecewa k. semua kenangan tu terkenang balik. But, I hope Am will happy with his wife. I just terkilan sebab tau bende ni dari mak Am bukan dari mulut Am sndri. so sad. And now, I try nak contact Hasrul balik, but NO RESPOND. der.. I'm just like a LOSERR . 

Syukri? I xtau la kenape dia langsung tak jawab mesej2 I, call, whatsapp, viber dll. Nak mengelak dari I? just simple. kalau rase I ni menganggu bole bgtau terus terang kan. tak payah nak buat I ternanti2 something just like KEAJAIBAN akan berlaku. ooh come on.. dia juga yg selalu suruh I find out anything about him. well, I pantang sgt2 k kena cabar mcmtu. So, I try my best to find out ALL ABOUT HIM. facebook pun da lama dia x update. pelik.. yg I marah hritu, dia ada 2 gf da k. hanna & marsha.. but, marsha da putus.. now, maybe dia dgn hanna la. maybe dia marah I selalu kacau HAL PERIBADI dia. but, can't he see it? why I do such a LOSERR thing? because I LIKE HIM, I LOVE HIM. he's try pretend not to know it.. What is the ending of my forth love story? I malas nak update blog ni sebenarnya. SEBAB I nak manage new blog kot.. hermmm. just hope that SYUKRI will accept me seadanya. and bukan ckp dekat gf dia c hanna tu, yg I ni selalu hantar mesej2 yg menganggu dia n akan MENIMBULKAN perselisihan fhm dgn hanna. Masa I tanya 'did I disturbing u'? and he say 'NO. ITS OKAY~' what the??? 

-THE END-

2013

Hi all !! Its my first post for this year.. 2013 .. Happy New Year To All.. Sorry I'm late :(

My new intention?? urmmm.. I dont know .. Im tired for another hope.. Its not about Dr. Syukri..

But... maybe because Hasrul and Alham.. Ya.. ya.. I miss them so much.. But, both of them are going to married soon.. So, dont wanna disturb them.. I admit that I still love them and cant forget them even Im here at UiTM.. Its been 2 years and more.. But.. one of my intention is.... too rarely back home.. I mean village.. ahh.. come on.. Beaufort.. haha. No more at there since I know that Dr. Syukri is my neighbor?? urgh!

sooo sad.. damn >.< 

Now, I was only able to be the third person in love.. yaa.. If Im in love again.. I dont wanna it happen easily.. 

I wanna study and get DEKAN !! Its 3 pointer huh.. But, I need somebody to support me from the back like Syukri before. Honestly, Im so miss that guy.. But, he is the rights of others.. 

Aw.. forget all about that..

Now, Im at UiTM Sabah Library.. BECAUSE THE CLASS WAS CANCEL!! erghhhh !! SOO BAD ! 

WHY THEY DIDNT TELL US EARLIER?? SO, I CAN WAKE UP LATE.. HUH??! 

HUUUUUUUUUUUU.. KEEP BREATHING Ad~ 

Counting 1...2...3.. << learn from Fairy Mary , TinkerBell. hehe

Its help me to calm down. ahhh. I think thats only for today. So, wish me a good luck for this year, 2013 !! 

Anneoyong ! 

P/s : I NEVER FORGET MY 'oppa'.. Choi Seung Hyun also known as T.O.P!! Love him forever and never and always! hahaha. I wanna meet him, urmmm.. otteoke?? 

Love, 

  Jinja Ad ~ 

^_^

SAME ENDING =(

urmmm.. i already start my secong semester in Diploma in Banking at UiTM Sabah. Like my post title .. same ending with this guy.. Dr. Mohd Syukri Mohd Din.. haaa~ he make me sad adore~ like the other guys.. even he's a doctor.. OMG !! I'm gonna be crazy like this. He's a doctor and the types of a girls he like is BITCH?! Wanna challenge with me.. I'm a student.. I'm a banking student.. Don't wanna show up but he's a doctor and got girlfriend like that. God !! But honestly, i'm stress since I know that he's lying to me.. The bad thing is.. I know this a few days after my first semester result is out and star my second semester.. thanks! But, its seems hard to forget him.. Even, before I know who is he's real girlfriend .. I can accept that honestly.. And, he's still contact with me.. answer my call and keep reply if I send a text messages.. But now?! Since I already know who's his girlfriend is.. He's elude me. Its okay if he did not accept my love.. But, why not we can be a good friends.. like before.. I miss him sooo much ! Oh GOD .. Did he miss me to?     I wanna be crazy been thinking of him everyday.. nights.. cry when I remember about him.. what was that? LOVE? LOVE SO CRUEL ! HATE LOVE ! never believe guy anymore.. hope so.. 

p/s : If I'm broken in English language.. I'm sorry..But, I'm trying my best to improve it.. HARU HARU ~

Anneoyong ! 

by : Mrs T.O.P 

setelah 2 minggu kenal IRKUYS by SMS

cehh. mula2 ak ingt dia tu lelaki terbaeekkk dr lelaki2 yg prnah ak dgr.. doktor la ktakan..

TAPI, msa IRKUYS da approve friend request ak d fb Cardinale.. ak scroll smpai abis smpai

la yg dya bru join fb tu.. mmg sot2 jg la cra dya berFB dgn kwn2 dya. ahaaa.. ak da risau kaka c bb slah bg fb. xkn doktor sot mcm ni kan. hahaha.. kuat memaki pula! hahaha..punya laa~~

bru 3 hari ak sms dya. ak je yg kna oleh c doktor tuu. haha. best la. wlaupun kekadang

mnyakitkn hati.. c doktor tu siap mnta send mms ak lg. hehe.. suke nyerrr..

dya ingt nma evans yg ak guna msa bgtau nma ak.. nma fb kan.. hehee..

best la. siang mlm ak sms dya. siap gudnite.. nite lg kmi. cehh. take care laa. sweet sgt.

TAPI HAKIKATNYA ... tu mula2 ja. lpastu.. da sminggu lbih ak knal dya.. JARANG

NAK REPLY MESEJ AK.. argh !! ak ingt setiap hari JUMAAT, SABTU n AHAD. mmg dya

TAKKAN reply msg ak. ergh >.<

kesal ak! tu ok lg.. skrg ni [msa ak post ni laa...] laa. dari isnin[skrg jumaat..] ak knun2

test2 LANGSUNG x sms doktor tuu.

khamis mlm tu ak send sms.. xbls.. fine ! maybe da tdo or PENATT sgt cabut n tampal gg org

kat klinik tuu !!

jumaat tghri.. lunch time ak sms lg. xbls jg.. fine! maybe mkn.. then, ak pun

miscall2 la dya mcm slalu klu dya lmbt bls sms ak.. haha.. tapi no respon ni. what the ??

mlm ak sms n try call lg. tpi xde jg. paham la ari jumaat kw x sms ak.. tapi at least..

bgtau yg kwda balik dr krja mcm selalu tu.. lega jg ak.. ak sedar mgkin ak dan doktor tu

mgkin susah brsma.. sbb dya CAKAP laa. dya sda ada gf.. tpi naluri ak kuat, yg dya tpu ja tuu.

mcmna ni?? truk2 hasrul dlu.. d lyn jg ak ni.. huhu~~

aku btl2rindu DOKTOR SYUKRI.. maybe I'm in love with him but he doesn't love me..

maybe he thinks that I'm annoying him.. that should be , right? da la tgh exam  ni.. tmbh

stress la..sbr je laa.. cuti sem nnti ak akan cri rumah dya d mna!! n p intip dya kat klinik gg tu!! hahahahhaha~

btw, I MISS SYUKRI SO MUCH !!

da la ak dgr mna2 radio pun, lgu2 cintun jerr.. huhuhu..

lagu2 yg main.. aku brshaja [rossa&taufik batisah], begini caranya [sam&yana], tak bisa

memilihmu [6ixth sense], muara hati [dato siti &hafiz], aku yg trsakiti [judika],  jgn

bilang tidak [ayushita&raffi ahmad].. ergh !! stress arr..

most of duet song ! why??

HOMESICK NEVER GONE =(

editor : Mrs Irkuys Din

soundtrack : Because by T.O.P feat V.I  from Big Bang 

location : 3 weeks never go home, only at UiTM 

title : waiting from semester break !

da kluar da jadual final exam.. paper ak start 2hb. and the most important is only 2 weeks .. the last paper should be on 15th.. I can't wait for that moment.. but study week on 22nd and 30th September, I'll be back home because no lecturer class. so, take this changes. haha.. Even if I don't have enough time to find, meet and say face to face to Syukri... I will do it when I'm done for my exam.. when? semester break ! Absolutely ! hehehe.. 

I'm stress =(

02 September 2012 

Kmarin 01 September 2012, ujian fizikal HBU111[KESATRIA_KAWAD].. lari dari KOMSAT ke kluster C trun ke bukit pntdbiran balik trus ke KOMSAT.. brgegar kaki beb.. lpas tu, 3 jam lbih latihan kawad lg. huuuu~ mampuih arr. 

da la mlm ada dinner 2012 'Malam Raya DIB'.. ergh ! sgt stress. penat laaaaaaaa~ mggu dpn pun sma jer.. hampir 3 minggu ak x balik wooo~ aduhhh ~ sapat la 13hb. ak nak balik bft jumpa family n ......??

hehe.. tau la kannns.. next week, selasa klas maths da ada daa.. maybe ada kuiz n test lg. paham2 laa. rabu pula... presentation.. argh ! ak ni da la pemalu nak mampuih. abis laa.. ya Allah.. tolong ak .. jumaat xda apa2 lg stakat ni.. xtau la klu ada tetiba erh.. huhu.. tapi sabtu... ada pertandingan  HBU111.. ingtkn last da.. tpi 10hb lg skali lpas prtndingn tu bru la abis.. btw, I'm hwaiting for that.. ermm. Ya Allah, permudahkan hambamu ini menghadapi semua ini.. Amin ~~

1 October 2012, is my final exam until 21 October 2012.. then, SEMESTER BREAK !! yeay ! hahaha.. tapi aku risau utk subjek Mat112 n MGT162. ermm. kna study btl2 ni supaya x repeat. Amin ~~ 

alahai ~~

baru dua hari lepas.. ak inbox kakak bb yg skerja sma syukri nak mnta fb dya. [kak tieyra]..

kak tieyra ckp syukri mmg ada fb. tp kna tnya syukri dlu smada bole bg atau x. sbb x rmai yg tau fbb dya tuu. aisehmenn. c S ni.. mcm privasi artis la pula.. so, ak pun try2 la cri d friend list fb kak tieyra .. TAPI TAK JUMPA PUNN~ ada gmbr dya ja.. ak bca komen2 yg ada syukri .. mcm ada komen sblm tu dr fb syukri tp... xda pula kluar nma syukri. knapa trlampau canggih fb syukri tuu. huhuhu.. dlu ak ada jumpa fb syukri.. add da pun. tp ntah lesap tetiba.. knapa dya buat mcm tu?? urmmm~ I'm still wondering ~~